It kinda sucks as of late...
I really do not have a male "best friend". I really hate the idea of a "best friend" at my age. It sounds far too Playground Politics for me. But it's also a missing component of my life; someone who enjoys doing Paul things, but also has a penis. I miss going out to the bar with Craig or Dave... hanging out and playing TERRIBLE VIDEO GAMES along with the few good ones... getting pizza and being lazy. I've kinda lost both of them over a period of time, in a sense at least for Dave. I just found myself noticing the lack of having a "bud" and doing guy stuff over the past month. Perhaps I was too busy prior? Or too chaotic. Maybe I'll find someone to do things with, but I'm always HORRID at finding friends.

And let's face it, *** and his friends are a bit too chaotic and... well... we'll leave it at chaotic.

In other news, I straightened up my living room and it looks almost livable! Hoping to have the kitchen done today or tomorrow... I doubt I'll get to the bedroom in the time that I have the vacuum. Ah well. I did somewhat good :)

As of late, I've been making a drink I had at Holy Frijoles to cool off when I get home: a shot of tequila in a pint glass filled with ginger beer and a bit of lime juice. Rather nice.

I should endeavor to get ice trays...